My favorite baseball player is Brock Holt, and has been since his first season with the Red Sox back in 2013.  Here is me last month wearing my Holt jersey that I wear to every game (note the #26 that he started out with, before it was retired for Wade Boggs a few years ago -- Brock wears #12 now):

https://twitter.com/nickgrossman/status/1034971650511515648

What I love about him are two things: 1) he does everything, wherever and whatever needs to be done, and 2) he plays with the best brand of baseball energy: hustle. He gets things done, when they need to get done, with nothing but positive energy.  It's beautiful, and I picked up on it the first time I saw him play, back in 2013.  He is the ultimate utility infielder.

"Utility Infielder" can be somewhat of a derogatory term, because it basically means that you are not enough of a star to be a starter at any one position. But in my view, a great utility infielder can be the glue that holds a team together, and Brock is the best example of that I can think of.

The challenge of being a utility player is that nothing is guaranteed, nothing is certain, and nothing is defined. You might play first base one day, third the next, outfield after that. And then maybe not play for a week -- and then get tapped to pinch hit in the bottom of the 9th with the game on the line.

For example, over the last month or so, Brock has done a bunch of pinch-hitting (coming into a game for a single at-bat), and has been Mr. Clutch, getting a bunch of big hits and home runs, including the pinch-hit homer that clinched the Red Sox playoff spot.

A great utility infielder can play any position, and play it well -- well enough not only to get by, but to make great plays, consistently.  Here is a Brock Holt highlight reel, consisting mostly of plays from 2014 and 2015.  You'll notice highlights from every position -- not just infield but all the outfield positions too.  It also happens to include him hitting for the cycle, ending, of course with the most difficult of all to attain, the triple:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7UwKSTD4s90

Lastly, a great utility player must do more than just make plays on the field -- you've got work to do in the clubhouse and in the dugout, to keep the vibe up and the energy good.

My favorite Holt example of this was back in April of this year.  It was 34 degrees and the Sox were down 7-2.  I was at the game with a friend and our kids; the dads were ready to throw in the towel but the kids had faith and wanted to wait it out.  Brock Holt came to bat, and surprised the entire stadium when his walk-up song was "I Will Always Love You" by Whitney Houston (the really loud part at the end).  The whole stadium woke up and laughed.  He flied out, but that sparked a 2-out rally where the Sox scored 6 to take the lead.  It was amazing. Afterwards, Holt said: "It worked. It worked. It got us going."  That's what I'm talking about.

I guess I feel a kinship with Brock Holt, and high-hustle utility infielders everywhere, because I have always thought of myself as a one too.  Basically every job I've ever had, my approach has been: I'm just going to be helpful and do whatever needs to be done -- and enjoy it.

There is a definite risk in being a utility infielder, in that by helping a little bit everywhere, you never get awesome anywhere.  That is a real risk. But my experience has more been that if you do everything and anything that needs to be done, do it well, enjoy yourself, and do your best to make your teammates better, opportunities will present themselves.

#proudutilityinfielder

I have been helping my son, who is in 4th grade, with his math -- specifically, multiplication.  He feels like he is a little bit behind, so we are working on it so he can get more comfortable.  It is going well now -- we have gotten into a routine of spending 15 minutes per night doing a worksheet or a game, and talking through the math.

But when we first started, just a few weeks ago, it was much harder.  He really really resisted getting started, or engaging with it at all.  When it was time to start, he would shut down, turn away, and basically do anything so that we would not focus on the work.

I got a bit frustrated, because it felt like he was being his own worst enemy -- basically making it impossible for himself to learn.  This is true, I think, but the more profound truth is that he was afraid.  Getting started was scary. Not knowing things was scary.  Knowing that he might be faced with not knowing things was scary.  Of course that's what's going on.

It reminds me a bit of when I was his age.  For me at the time, the thing that did that to me was writing.  When it came to sit down and write anything for school, I just completely stopped up.  My brain went blank.  It was inconceivable to me that any ideas, let alone words, sentences, paragraphs and pages, might come to be.  I remember sitting with my mother at her computer, with her doing her best to coax any kind of progress out of me. I was my own worst enemy -- stuck, and afraid.

I feel it to this day. Sometimes I don't want to open my inbox, or read that document I know I need to read, or open that envelope on my desk.  Of course, once I break through and do it, it's fine. But there is sometimes a barrier of fear that gets in the way of even starting anything.

Over the past few weeks, I have varied up my computing habits a bit.  For a laptop, I have been using a Pixelbook, and I have also been spending more timing using an iPad Pro for work (vs my default of using a Mac laptop for everything).

What I have discovered is that the form factor of the device I'm using matters a lot in terms of what kinds of work it supports best.  Both devices have exactly the same apps, but the experience on each couldn't be more different.

For example, the iPad (the 10.5" Pro model in particular) is great for long-form reading: I use Pocket to gather articles (from wherever I am - phone, tablet or computer) and when I want to sit down and read, I do it on the iPad.  And beyond reading, email on the iPad is possible, but forces you to write shorter responses.  So it's both good for deep reading and also good for quick email processing.  That combination has been working great for me.  

I have been trying to avoid reading -- especially at home, when I am around my family -- on my phone.  There is something about the posture you take when you read on a phone that is both uncomfortable and anti-social.  Hunched over, hands up, squinting down.   By contrast, reading on the iPad feels more like reading a book or a newspaper - open, relaxed.  Not only is the reading area a better size, but it feels more like a "public" device, in the sense that by reading it you aren't lost in the private world of your phone.

My favorite baseball player is Brock Holt, and has been since his first season with the Red Sox back in 2013.  Here is me last month wearing my Holt jersey that I wear to every game (note the #26 that he started out with, before it was retired for Wade Boggs a few years ago -- Brock wears #12 now):

https://twitter.com/nickgrossman/status/1034971650511515648

What I love about him are two things: 1) he does everything, wherever and whatever needs to be done, and 2) he plays with the best brand of baseball energy: hustle. He gets things done, when they need to get done, with nothing but positive energy.  It's beautiful, and I picked up on it the first time I saw him play, back in 2013.  He is the ultimate utility infielder.

"Utility Infielder" can be somewhat of a derogatory term, because it basically means that you are not enough of a star to be a starter at any one position. But in my view, a great utility infielder can be the glue that holds a team together, and Brock is the best example of that I can think of.

The challenge of being a utility player is that nothing is guaranteed, nothing is certain, and nothing is defined. You might play first base one day, third the next, outfield after that. And then maybe not play for a week -- and then get tapped to pinch hit in the bottom of the 9th with the game on the line.

For example, over the last month or so, Brock has done a bunch of pinch-hitting (coming into a game for a single at-bat), and has been Mr. Clutch, getting a bunch of big hits and home runs, including the pinch-hit homer that clinched the Red Sox playoff spot.

A great utility infielder can play any position, and play it well -- well enough not only to get by, but to make great plays, consistently.  Here is a Brock Holt highlight reel, consisting mostly of plays from 2014 and 2015.  You'll notice highlights from every position -- not just infield but all the outfield positions too.  It also happens to include him hitting for the cycle, ending, of course with the most difficult of all to attain, the triple:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7UwKSTD4s90

Lastly, a great utility player must do more than just make plays on the field -- you've got work to do in the clubhouse and in the dugout, to keep the vibe up and the energy good.

My favorite Holt example of this was back in April of this year.  It was 34 degrees and the Sox were down 7-2.  I was at the game with a friend and our kids; the dads were ready to throw in the towel but the kids had faith and wanted to wait it out.  Brock Holt came to bat, and surprised the entire stadium when his walk-up song was "I Will Always Love You" by Whitney Houston (the really loud part at the end).  The whole stadium woke up and laughed.  He flied out, but that sparked a 2-out rally where the Sox scored 6 to take the lead.  It was amazing. Afterwards, Holt said: "It worked. It worked. It got us going."  That's what I'm talking about.

I guess I feel a kinship with Brock Holt, and high-hustle utility infielders everywhere, because I have always thought of myself as a one too.  Basically every job I've ever had, my approach has been: I'm just going to be helpful and do whatever needs to be done -- and enjoy it.

There is a definite risk in being a utility infielder, in that by helping a little bit everywhere, you never get awesome anywhere.  That is a real risk. But my experience has more been that if you do everything and anything that needs to be done, do it well, enjoy yourself, and do your best to make your teammates better, opportunities will present themselves.

#proudutilityinfielder

I have been helping my son, who is in 4th grade, with his math -- specifically, multiplication.  He feels like he is a little bit behind, so we are working on it so he can get more comfortable.  It is going well now -- we have gotten into a routine of spending 15 minutes per night doing a worksheet or a game, and talking through the math.

But when we first started, just a few weeks ago, it was much harder.  He really really resisted getting started, or engaging with it at all.  When it was time to start, he would shut down, turn away, and basically do anything so that we would not focus on the work.

I got a bit frustrated, because it felt like he was being his own worst enemy -- basically making it impossible for himself to learn.  This is true, I think, but the more profound truth is that he was afraid.  Getting started was scary. Not knowing things was scary.  Knowing that he might be faced with not knowing things was scary.  Of course that's what's going on.

It reminds me a bit of when I was his age.  For me at the time, the thing that did that to me was writing.  When it came to sit down and write anything for school, I just completely stopped up.  My brain went blank.  It was inconceivable to me that any ideas, let alone words, sentences, paragraphs and pages, might come to be.  I remember sitting with my mother at her computer, with her doing her best to coax any kind of progress out of me. I was my own worst enemy -- stuck, and afraid.

I feel it to this day. Sometimes I don't want to open my inbox, or read that document I know I need to read, or open that envelope on my desk.  Of course, once I break through and do it, it's fine. But there is sometimes a barrier of fear that gets in the way of even starting anything.

Over the past few weeks, I have varied up my computing habits a bit.  For a laptop, I have been using a Pixelbook, and I have also been spending more timing using an iPad Pro for work (vs my default of using a Mac laptop for everything).

What I have discovered is that the form factor of the device I'm using matters a lot in terms of what kinds of work it supports best.  Both devices have exactly the same apps, but the experience on each couldn't be more different.

For example, the iPad (the 10.5" Pro model in particular) is great for long-form reading: I use Pocket to gather articles (from wherever I am - phone, tablet or computer) and when I want to sit down and read, I do it on the iPad.  And beyond reading, email on the iPad is possible, but forces you to write shorter responses.  So it's both good for deep reading and also good for quick email processing.  That combination has been working great for me.  

I have been trying to avoid reading -- especially at home, when I am around my family -- on my phone.  There is something about the posture you take when you read on a phone that is both uncomfortable and anti-social.  Hunched over, hands up, squinting down.   By contrast, reading on the iPad feels more like reading a book or a newspaper - open, relaxed.  Not only is the reading area a better size, but it feels more like a "public" device, in the sense that by reading it you aren't lost in the private world of your phone.